Un… Deserving

Love means you, and only you

ezer agyin
2 min readOct 17, 2021
Joanne Woodward in The three faces of Eve

I agree there are multiple personalities living inside of me
But I’m a mirror reflecting whatever you aspire to be
You lost me to the idea that you’re my entirety
Reparations, your speciality
It’s clear your claim of being the paddle and the bailer when the currents pull a curler
All you see in me is a failure
All I hear is the man who didn’t stop the storm from wiping off your makeup

We are of different opinions when it comes to right and wrongs; important and petty
My demeanor is your last slide, always followed with questions.
A bright star in a confusing sky, but your direction goes opposite the manger
Your anger is hot magma
I couldn’t stop it even if I was winter
When my heart’s out your tears' out
Like my truth decodes your pain and for the vain, I refrain from my sane back to role-playing the man deserving of pulling up your veil

Hail you, hail the queen!
Death to every frail who fails to accept you’re deserving of a throne
Your glory like my pen skills is enormous and ever gorgeous.
The protagonist of your lies, a sadist where truth lies.
But my truth lies where my smile dies
My voice numbs when I criticize
So I sculpt my words with ink _ callipygian
And hope you’ll look twice

I agree there are multiple personalities living inside of me.
But I’m only a mirror reflecting whatever you choose to be.

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ezer agyin

I live under the spell of the third house. Possessed, and cannot be saved.